MIA

I know, I've been MIA...we've been busy and my computer STILL isn't working very well. I think my processor is going to go soon :(
So the schedule thing is still working, but I'm finding that my evenings are still getting away from me and I'm not getting the things done that I need to.

Right now I'm at work and bored out of my mind! The song "Voices" by Chris Young is on the radio, and it makes me laugh so hard. The only thing I ever hear him say is "I hear voices all the time." Makes me think the guy is crazy

Things between the hubby and I are getting a lot better. We've been having great date nights and I'm loving that I'm hormone free!!! My life has been a lot better without the birth control. It's a little scary at times to think that I could get pregnant if we aren't too careful. But, I know God wouldn't give us anything that we can't handle, so when it happens, I know things will be alright. To be honest, I would love to have a child soon, but I know hubby isn't ready.

It's working...slowly

Well, I've been following a cleaning schedule and doing my meal planning. Things have been going a little better. Though hubby still isn't helping me with much.
My meal plans are working...sort of. I have them written down and I'm trying to stick to it, but our mothers have been feeding us this week, and so my days have gotten bumped around a little bit.

My computer hasn't been working very well lately, so now I'm using hubby's computer while he's napping and can only be on for a little while at a time. I've been missing thenest.com and reading my daily blogs. Maybe I can do a little catching up while he's asleep.

We made the decision that I would go off of Birth Control last Sunday (Sept 21st) and things have gotten a bit better for us. For us being newlyweds, I was having NOOOOO desires for sex and our relationship was suffering because of it. I just didn't want anything to do with him. As we approach the end of the second week, things are getting much better. I really think I have sunken into a depression, and I'm not liking who I have been lately. I hope that without all of the extra hormones surging through my body that things will get better. I guess it's too early to tell right now - we'll see in the next few months.